12:35am and your excitement doesn’t allow you to fall sleepAs you lay out your fresh new uniform for your first day of high school
Eager for the moments to come
Its mid December and you’ve become best friends with a group of new beautiful people
And have a crush on that beautiful boy in your English class
You thought it’d be cool to take a few shots out of that Smirnoff bottle
Until you’ve learned what a hangover is
And said once or twice that you’re never drinking again
Summer before sophomore year and you’ve already made wonderful memories, some you will remember for the rest of your life
Others, you won’t even recall the names of some faces that were there
You may have failed a few tests
And teared over a few boys,
Had your back stabbed by a few bitches
And regretted all those lies you told your mom
When you were really out at that party getting wasted
So months elapse, and you pass the awkward stage
And your an upper class men now
You walk past the people you were friends with two years ago, as if you never even knew their name
Your struggling to maintain an acceptable GPA, and stressing at the sound of the word “college” or “future”
Finally
Your waking up for your last first day of high school ever
Embracing that bittersweet feeling of knowing it’s all about to end
Very few friends have sticked by your side from the moment you began high school
And many others slowly filling a place in your life
Senior lunch
Grad bash
Before you know it it’s the morning after prom night and your watching the videos of the prior night laughing at the moments you don’t remember
And the hookup you never expected
People in school are talking about who won prom queen
Or who wore it best
And as quickly as all the weeks flew by, and the months, and the years,
Ultimately,
Here you are
Sitting 4 years away from the beginning of what would be the biggest life changing experience of your life.
What now is, the epitome of everything you’ve become until this day
You’ve walked through 4 long years
4 long years of betrayals and heartbreaks
Accomplishments and failures
And as many times you complained about your hatred towards high school
Days from now, maybe weeks, maybe even years, as long as it takes, you will soon realize all the good that has come from those past 4 years of sacrifice and hard-work
The lessons you learned after trusting the wrong people,
Loving the wrong faces
Believing the wrong things
Have led you to the very place you are in now
The final destination of an old journey,
and a beautiful starting point to the rest of your life